A little Boy's experience

I have been telling countless ways and illustrations of  How music is suppose to be ? Do we really need music instruments to show our true inner being? Do we really need music as way to express our feelings? and Do we really know what music is? What is the best instruments in all? WOW!! A lot of question just came up. For me to be telling about music I have to understand and also have a little bit of experience as well. Well for me, my past speaks a lot. The way I experience music was a tremendous way and I never expected in my life that I would be here sharing a little bit of  knowledge of music to others because it never occurred to me that music was so inspiring.

I use to watch many musician as I grow up, whether if its a drummer or a guitarist even a keyboardist. I like speaking less and I like my actions to talk behalf of me, based on that I speak less or I rather not speak at all. Although I had a lot to say, words were just normal ink with lines and it cannot express the way I felt. I was never a well literate in the music field and I used to spend a lot of time playing in my computer, that's how I used to express my feelings. Sometimes you cannot believe what you see instead believe in what you feel. That was me. Music was an accident in my life but now it became a part of my life.

A lot of terrible memories happened and words were nothing me. All those pain and emptiness I felt no one could understand. I never like telling either, instead this wonderful way of making people happy and also making them understand how I felt without me actually talking. It was a wonderful way and the best way. Its no use telling people how I felt, instead let me show them. It was no easy run, a lot of practice and lot of blocks, but the passion I had on this was so tremendous that I was willing to face world's end if I have to. Pain and misery speaks a lot in my life, then a sudden way of joy came to me and well what do you I BECAME A GUY WHO KNOWS MUSIC! Not in a professional standard but as an amateur I guess. So for me music is the best way to know your self, based on my experience. You don't need an instrument just be your self because music is a divine way of telling people how you really feel instead of just mere words.